it's coming.

woah ... the months have really flown by.



i feel like i've been in a form of hibernation. not sure of what to do and as such i do a little bit of this and a little bit of that - just to keep me busy until hibernation period is up. i do stuff with minor goals in sight but nothing really concrete because i have no idea what i'll have to do once my results come out.

if they are good - life goes on. and i'll handle whatever that comes my way.

if they are bad - i might have to think about quitting. i might have to think of alternatives. or i may just have to go on. none of which are prospects i look forward to in any way.

for more info on what i'm talking about above...refer to past entry entitled, 'humour me'.

so what have i been doing in the past 3 months of my holidays? well, i've worked a lot. asking my manager to give me any class he needs me in. cause i'm flexible and well, work helps keeps my mind off things. also, the extra cash would come in handy.

what else, i've done more writing - as mentioned in previous entry of alone. but that has been going rather slower than i would like. i've tried writing more songs but i seem to have stumbled upon another block. i did sing more and even performed an open mic session as per my singing debut. i'm in the acting class as per the acting saga continues.

umm, i also put my effort in looking for 'voice over' gigs with relevant companies all over town. of course, from this - nothing has come to fruition.

i got a small role in a local tv drama. nothing big. but it was cool to be a part of that. check it out if you're free, it's impian illyana on NTV7 almost every other day. you can check out the local newspaper regarding when it is showing or you can click here. i should be in episodes 30 - 40. no, not all of them but 1 or 2 episodes back to back ie it could be epi34 and epi35 or the like. to be honest, i'm not sure.

i've also bought a new lomo camera. http://www.lomography.com/about/ is a site you can go to if you have no idea what a lomo camera is. i bought the lomo camera which is called the action sampler and mine has flash capabilities so that i can take pictures at night and in dark places. since i can't draw for nuts - why not try taking pictures eh? the camera uses regular film - so chill lah. once i get a fair collection of decent looking 'artsy' or just plain 'goofy' lomo pictures, i'll have them scanned and put 'em up here. something to look out for in the near or not so near future.

besides that, i've been doing standard stuff around the house, catching up with my dvds, strategising a plan of how i am going to restore the old Citroen ZX my Father has finally decided to let me use exclusively. if you haven't a clue what a ZX looks like ... click here. but what you will see upon clicking is a very nicely maintained and done up version. mine is this green. it's old and it's leaking all over the place. and the tires need replacing. the engine needs retuning. the throttle body needs cleaning and perhaps even replacing. the engine mounting needs to be looked at. there's something wrong with the wiring in connection to the radio. and of course, the speedometer needs to be replaced. right now, i can only guess how fast i've been driving.

so now you may understand why i am 'strategising'.

that's basically it. how am i feeling? - you may ask. well, kinda f**ked up. but nothing i can't handle. it's all good. i guess. could be worse. could always be worse.

so yeah. how you guys doin'?

sigining off, the commonjack.