this can't be it.

i'm pissed off all the time. just the other day my friend spongy said, "you ever get to a point in your life where you feel things are so good, you feel like testing it? like tryin' to phuck up on purpose and see whether things still turn out good??"

well - he didn't say that exactly lah, but thats the gist of it.

and the reply that i came up with was rather disturbing - although i just laughed it off at the time.

i said, "no. i've never been at such a point before. most of the time - for me - things are so bad that i think it can't get any worse. so, to test whether it could get any worse - i try and f**k up some more just to see if it does get any worse."

well, i don't have anything to say anymore.

funny how that works.

i'm just pissed off. who isn't?



enough of this shit. later.